One can certainly doubt weather I could have understood clearly the social conditions in which I myself was involved. What I pondered first of all was how I could die without torment. No doubt, hanging was the most suitable mean for this purpose. But when I imagined my self hanging, luxurious enough, I felt an aesthetic abhorrence. (I remember that once when I was in love with a woman, I lost my love suddenly because of her poor handwriting.) Nor could drowning serve the purpose al all, since I was able to swim. Moreover, even if drowning were successful, it would come to be more tormenting than hanging. Death by a train gave me more immediate aesthetic abhorrence than any other methods. Death by way of a pistol or a knife has a possibility of failure because of trembling hands. Likewise jumping from a building would be ignominious. On the bias of these considerations, I decide to die by taking drugs. Dying by taking drugs would be more tormenting than hanging. However, besides giving no aesthetic abhorrence, this had the advantage of the insurance against revival. But undoubtedly it would not be easy to find the drug. As I had made up my mind to commit suicide, I took every opportunity to try to secure the drug. At the same time, I used to acquire knowledge about toxicology.

The cartoons that have started riots by Muslims around the world are at http://michellemalkin.com/archives/004413.htm

They really are mild political cartoons, but showing the face of Mohammed is sacrilege.

Seems that several of the cartoons have been faked to make sure Muslims are sufficiently angry at the West and America. Here is a sample of one of the faked cartoons - seems it really is a picture of a French guy that won a pig calling contest.

http://www.neandernews.com/?cat=7

When WW III Started before most of the readers of this account were born. We
were at war an no one knew it!

This is not very long, but very informative. You have to read the
catalogue of events in this brief piece. Then, ask yourself how anyone
can take the position that all we have to do is bring our troops home
from Iraq, sit back, reset the snooze alarm, go back to sleep, and no
one will ever bother us again. In case you missed it, World War III
began in November 1979...that alarm has been ringing for years.

US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station,
Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It
is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why
this action is so necessary.

AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP!

That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more
than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was, but I think it
should have been "Get Out of Bed!" In fact, I think the alarm clock has
been buzzing since 1979 and we have continued to hit the snooze button
and roll over for a few more minutes of peaceful sleep since then.

It was a cool fall day in November 1979 in a country going through a
religious and political upheaval when a group of Iranian students
attacked and seized the American Embassy in Tehran. This seizure was an
outright attack on American soil; it was an attack that held the world's
most powerful country hostage and paralyzed a Presidency. The attack on
this sovereign U. S. embassy set the stage for events to follow for the
next 25 years.

America was still reeling from the aftermath of the Vietnam experience
and had a serious threat from the Soviet Union when then, President
Carter, had to do something. He chose to conduct a clandestine raid in
the desert. The ill-fated mission ended in ruin, but stood as a symbol
of America's inability to deal with terrorism.

America's military had been decimated and down sized/right sized since
the end of the Vietnam War. A poorly trained, poorly equipped and poorly
organized military was called on to execute a complex mission that was
doomed from the start.

Shortly after the Tehran experience, Americans began to be kidnapped and
killed throughout the Middle East. America could do little to protect
her citizens living and working abroad. The attacks against US soil
continued.

In April of 1983 a large vehicle packed with high explosives was driven
into the US Embassy compound in Beirut When it explodes, it kills 63
people. The alarm went off again and America hit the Snooze Button once
more.

Then just six short months later in 1983 a large truck heavily laden
down with over 2500 pounds of TNT smashed through the main gate of the
US Marine Corps headquarters in Beirut and 241 US servicemen are killed.
America mourns her dead and hit the Snooze Button once more.

Two months later in December 1983, another truck loaded with explosives
is driven into the US Embassy in Kuwait, and America continues her
slumber.

The following year, in September 1984, another van was driven into the
gate of the US Embassy in Beirut and America slept.

Soon the terrorism spreads to Europe. In April 1985 a bomb explodes in a
restaurant frequented by US soldiers in Madrid.

Then in August 1985 a Volkswagen loaded with explosives is driven into
the main gate of the US Air Force Base at Rhein-Main, 22 are killed and
the snooze alarm is buzzing louder and louder as US interests are
continually attacked.

Fifty-nine days later in 1985 a cruise ship, the Achille Lauro is
hijacked and we watched as an American in a wheelchair is singled out of
the passenger list and executed.

The terrorists then shift their tactics to bombing civilian airliners
when they bomb TWA Flight 840 in April of 1986 that killed 4 and the most
tragic bombing, Pan Am Flight 103 over Lockerbie, Scotland in 1988, killing
259.

Clinton treated these terrorist acts as crimes; in fact we are still
trying to bring these people to trial. These are acts of war.

The wake up alarm is getting louder and louder.

The terrorists decide to bring the fight to America. In January 1993,
two CIA agents are shot and killed as they enter CIA headquarters
inLangley, Virginia.

The following month, February 1993, a group of terrorists are arrested
after a rented van packed with explosives is driven into the underground
parking garage of the World Trade Center in New York City. Six people
are killed and over 1000 are injured. Still this is a crime and not an
act of war? The Snooze alarm is depressed again.

Then in November 1995 a car bomb explodes at a US military complex in
Riyadh, Saudi Arabia killing seven service men and women.

A few months later in June of 1996, another truck bomb explodes only 35
yards from the US military compound in Dhahran, Saudi Arabia. It
destroys the Khobar Towers, a US Air Force barracks, killing 19 and
injuring over 500. The terrorists are getting braver and smarter as they
see that America does not respond decisively.

They move to coordinate their attacks in a simultaneous attack on two US
embassies in Kenya and Tanzania.. These attacks were planned with
precision. They kill 224. America responds with cruise missile attacks and goes
back to sleep.

The USS Cole was docked in the port of Aden, Yemen for refueling on 12
October 2000, when a small craft pulled along side the ship and exploded
killing 17 US Navy Sailors. Attacking a US War Ship is an act of war,
but we sent the FBI to investigate the crime and went back to sleep.

And of course you know the events of 11 September 2001. Most Americans
think this was the first attack against US soil or in America. How wrong
they are. America has been under a constant attack since 1979 and we chose to hit
the snooze alarm and roll over and go back to sleep.

In the news lately we have seen lots of finger pointing from every high
officials in government over what they knew and what they didn't know.
But if you've read the papers and paid a little attention I think you
can see exactly what they knew. You don't have to be in the FBI or CIA
or on the National Security Council to see the pattern that has been
developing since 1979.

The President is right on when he says we are engaged in a war. I think
we have been in a war for the past 25 years and it will continue until
we as a people decide enough is enough. America needs to "Get out of
Bed" and act decisively now. America has been changed forever.. We have
to be ready to pay the price and make the sacrifice to ensure our way of
life continues. We cannot afford to keep hitting the snooze button again
and again and roll over and go back to sleep.

After the attack on Pearl Harbor, Admiral Yamamoto said "... it seems
all we have done is awakened a sleeping giant." This is the message we
need to disseminate to terrorists around the world.

Support Our Troops and support President Bush for having the courage,
political or militarily, to address what so many who preceded him didn't
have the backbone to do, both Democrat and Republican. This is not a
political thing to be hashed over in an election year this is an
AMERICAN thing. This is about our Freedom and the Freedom of our
children in years to come.

If you believe in this please forward it to as many people as you can
especially to the young people and all those who dozed off in history
class and who seem so quick to protest such a necessary military action.
If you don't believe it, just delete it and go back to sleep.

Here is an update on Homeland Security - http://users.chartertn.net/tonytemplin/FBI_eyes/

I've never drank at a wedding. I should try it. Who knows what might happen?
Actually, I have a good idea:

I would've hit on all the bride's maids. I probably would then sing on stage then move on to the parking lot nude with an unplugged microphone looking for my car to drive for 30 seconds and crash it into an oncoming truck.

Since the thick skull and alcohol would cushion the impact, I'd then wobble into a strip club b/c I'd think it was a free brothel only to get kicked out on the streets for scaring everyone in there with my large penis.

After yelling, "hippocrytes" the cops would hear then see me running down the street. I would, obviously, be chasing myself since I'd want the cash for singing "day-o" on that stage.

After a good 40 mins. of running, they'd finally catch me and put me in a cell giving me a bathrobe to cover my genitals. After choking a man named "Tank" with that robe for trying to take advantage, I'd then be taken to court, charged for flawlessly ultimate bigotry and sentenced:

3 hrs of community service and a 1 hr lecture b/c I have a nice smile, my family is wealthy and essentially: I'm white.
MUAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

.... the FUCK Y'ALL LOOKIN' AT!?!?!

My family and I went to New Hampshire just like rich ppl do when a holiday comes up. It was alright, but Calagry was a lot better.Whatever I say, I still love my cousins, aunt and uncle.

Twas the night before New Years not one stirred in that place,

Except the chittering and chattering of hebrews:

The permanently caffeinated winey race

Uncle complained about his feet and buying new shoes

While Jim sat near a table and muttered "damn Jews"

My aunt was boiling water for cocoa or tea

Then there was a stench that entered the kitchen!

The family wondered what it could be...

Twas Captain Homework who sat on the floor

Like a stupid circus monkey or a dumbfucked whore

He yawned then created a big cloud of gas

Then had a great idea!

He slid downstairs on his fat ass

As I voiced it for all to laugh and slap knees

Jims growling voice boomed at my bastardly tease

Homework cried and he whined for all those to see

And in his despair he let out some pee.

Me and my sibs laughed loud and hard

Both at Jims complaints and the poor retard

The Midnight Renewal

February, 1 2006 at Jamestown Campgrounds
2217 Jamestown Rd., Williamsburgh, VA 23185
Cost:

w/ Race the Sun and The Smash-Up

Coachella 2006 lineup changed or something? TOOL?? hmm
http://www.losanjealous.com/2006/01/31/coachella-2006-line-up-revealed-nation-relieved/

The revolution is coming. Rawdod web2.1++..... Out with the old in with the new.

In the "Daughters of the Utah Pioneers" Museum, just across the street from the state capital building in Salt Lake City is the "famous 2-headed lamb", a tiny lamb born with 2 heads that apparently only lived a short time, but was such an oddity that it was preserved. It has been there for years and was in the basement last time I saw it.